I try to speak but I can barely breathe I'll disguise myself as something I could never be I'm not listening, I swear that I've been better than this So much better than this You said you wanted to hear the truth Well are you happy now? 'Cause I'm not happy now I wanted to see the best of you Well are you happy now, 'cause I'm not happy now Lust at first sight, she was so fly She was poison I did not mind Wispered in my ear that I could keep a secret Little did I know that she wouldn't keep it Comunications lost and I feel you push me out to sea Don't want to talk about a misinterpretation You're so relaxed in your convoluted nature Know me? Hardly. I'm not sorry for everything I've done I'm not the only one You said you wanted to hear the truth Well are you happy now? 'Cause I'm not happy now I wanted to see the best of you Well are you happy now, 'cause I'm not happy now You wanna talk about a better life for us, well then man up You're not convincing me of anything you say to me You wanna talk about a better life for us well then man up You're not convincing me of anything Anger turns to hatred I was only wasted If you never wanna see my face Just say it I'm tired of explaining