sorry I jumped again, saw something coming and I blamed you for everything. I'm sorry I pushed you away, forgot all the good things and said everything was broken. and I'm sorry I didn't see anything but my misery. I'm sorry I doubted again I wanna open up this time. sorry I mistrusted you, tried to control you and ended up just hurting you. I'm sorry I didn't believe that you'd follow through with anything that you said to me. I'm sorry I didn't see anything but my misery. I'm sorry I doubted again I wanna open up this time. I'm sorry I was so afraid. I'm sorry I feel so ashamed. I'm sorry I was so cruel today. I'm sorry I'll try to see hope that is right in front of me. I'm sorry I doubted again. I wanna open up this time.