I look up from my casket
I see the ends of my life frayed
Mistakes have led me to take this road
I lie down in the bed I made
As I lay her cold and lonely
I left you all without warning
Once again I've ruined your life
I am the reason for your morning
Pick me up and take me home
Don't wanna be forever alone
Don't cover me up with dirt and rocks
Don't wanna rot in this pine box
In this pine box
I regret that bullet
That I put in my brain
I now realize the hurt I caused
By ending all my pain
As I lay here paralyzed
And my son looks in at me
The girl holding him with tears in her eyes
She was to be my bride to be
