http://www.metal-archives.com/band.php?id=129802 A compulsion to fight, compassion for pain A thorn in my gut and a nail in my brain An obsession for fire, a thriving to burn The drugs are not working, I'm starting to turn A burning desire, an itching obsession To feel so much comfort in living depression My burning eyes have scorched your heart My destructive touch has ripped you apart With a gift of hate I'm gonna twist your fate Animosity floods It's in my blood In my blood A compulsion to drink, a cure for the pain A thorn in my mind and a cloud in my brain A severe need for sleep, I've been awake through these years The drugs are not working, awake to the fears A painful display of self-tortured hate And self-pity pain from the world I create My decisions are wrong, put me behind bars You can't pull me out, just show me your scars