The very thought of you makes my stomach turn The fact that anyone could be so fake My fingers twitch and my temples burn To call you brother was my first mistake Over and over again I was blind For ten years of my life It sickens me deeply of how many times From my back I pulled that knife Arrogance Malice Ignorance Callous Self-hate Pride 2-Faced Lies Your words are polluting our lives Your hate dilutes your own You're in serious need of direction You're in serious need of a back bone You turned your back for the last time You never thought you'd fall But if you turn around this time I'm breaking your fucking jaw How many times have I tried To look at you as a friend And how many times have you lied Individualist until the end You extend your hand to those in need Only to push them down You put them at the mercy of your good deeds In debt til they're in the ground