Absurd Conflict

Daddy's Love

Absurd Conflict


Fear and pain - Pain and fear 
There's nothing else I feel... 

Why? Daddy why? You used to tell me 
how much you loved me 
you used to stroke my hair and cheeks 
we used to laugh and play together... and now... 
Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? 

Perversity, deviation 
Sadism and sexual aggression 
A poor child's soul is desolate 
In the utmost corner of mind 

Childish trust and innocence recklessly trodden in dust 
The most brutal and sadistic display of parental feelings 

Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness 
Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence 
My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return 
Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh 

Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me! 
I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop!" 

Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me! 
I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop! 

Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? You used to say 
you loved me 
you used to stroke my hair and cheeks 
we used to laugh and play together... and now... 
Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? 

Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness 
Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence 
My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return 
Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh