I’m living my whole life Feeling that damn shadow by my side That heavy weight on my shoulder I’m just hoping that I’m wrong Cause Many say keep your chest open wide All I think count your steps you’re ‘bout to die I feel so left out in this world My friends say just hold on But I had no reason why feeling so empty for so long Staying so much more that I could take Cause I like to be alone most of the time And loneliness is my best friend oh I felt so many times Like I’m going round dragging my life It doesn’t make any sense Just find your happiness, as they told Every night with my eyes stare out of sight Thinking about the next day oh my I wish I could just sleep some more My friends say just hold on But I had no reason why feeling so empty for so long Staying so much more that I could take Cause I like to be alone most of the time And loneliness is my best friend oh Can’t shake this Always waiting Something so amusing from the sky Cause this place Always fails me Can’t hold up on few good times I’m trying hard to face this fight My friends say just hold on But I had no reason why feeling so empty for so long Staying so much more that I could take Cause I like to be alone most of the time But sometimes I like to get fucked up oh