Viciously circulating the mind that is mine With futile attempts to fade out the sound of death Ever so selfishly forgetting your name, I can never place the day Spilt between realities, I continue to befriend my own insanity I just can't take this fucking shit Fuck Give me something to believe in I'm dying underneath the weight of this pain I know that I'm going insane My minds playing games, I don't know my fucking name Here's to every year, living in constant fear Fighting to survive, I don’t know if I’ll make it through the night Here I am once again Fallen, my heart is broken Will you bring me back to life I need your help, I’m crying out Will you be the light inside? I need to kill the night of day I wanna see the sun again Break me free I'm drowning underneath the weight of the cold dark sea Pick me up, please just show me That there is more to life than my eyes can see Tell me that this isn't the only way Here's to every year, living in constant fear Fighting to survive, I don’t know if I’ll make it through the night Please don't let me die here I need you now Speak to me Tell me that this isn't the only way I just can't take this fucking shit Fuck