Outside in the rain Amongst those outdoor sounds I know you feel no pain Underneath that ground I feel my body wane As my head lays down Upon your hard packed grave I lie here with you now Everyday Well I set myself some boundaries That went no further than the foot of my bed And for the first few months I laid there Trying to disconnect my head It was this helplessness I'm feeling It was the stiffness of regret If you could see just what I was doing You'd know I'd forgotten what you said "You'll tear yourself apart with hate, love Trying to keep it all inside Instead of dwelling on my fate, love Learn to celebrate my life Keep pushing forward every way, love Taking every day in stride Taking every day in stride".