It kinda of fells like I'm fading away All these thoughts in my head I've been drowning in them lately And it's so hard to stay afloat Head out of the water Water dancing around my throat Butterflies become a whole swarm of wasps Stinging my insides I kinda miss the butterflies though At least they feel nice Gardens don't grow flowers All they grow are weeds And I complain about it But I never plant any seeds What's the use in trying? It fells like trying isn't enough One minute it feels like I'm flying The next I'm falling down Drenched in my anxiety Heart is beating Hard to breath Tired not sleeping Someone hold me Rock the bad thoughts away Rock the bad thoughts away It’s getting a little harder to see any beauty Any beauty that's surrounding me My vision blurry I know the Sun is shining I feel it above me I'm still cold inside Although my skin is burning What's the use in trying? It fells like trying isn't enough One minute it feels like I'm flying The next I'm falling down Drenched in my anxiety Heart is beating Hard to breath Tired not sleeping Someone hold me Rock the bad thoughts away Rock the bad thoughts away HELP me darling I'm drowning HELP me darling I'm drowning I'm drowning What's the use in trying? It fells like trying isn't enough One minute it feels like I'm flying The next I'm falling down Drenched in my anxiety Heart is beating Hard to breath Tired not sleeping Someone hold me Rock the bad thoughts away Rock the bad thoughts away