Why does everything feel so hard I'm so mentally unstable Leave the past in the past Why can't I just be able Treat my body kind Instead of treating it badly Now it's starting to get to me Since I've not been sleeping Sleeping Overthinking thinking I know everything will be okay Right now it's just not easy At least I got out of bed today I hear the birds singing Apparently slow and steady always wins the race So one day I might be winning But I'm just so tired Tired of it all So tired Down I fall Happy to sad In an second flat Excited than mad Oh God I hate that I see the sad in everything When really I should be looking for the happy And I haven't got much to complain about Except for I'm so fucking lonely So lonely I know everything will be okay But right now it's just not easy At least I got out of bed today I hear the birds singing Apparently slow and steady always wins the race So one day I might be winning (winning) But I'm just so tired Tired of it all I'm so tired Down I fall I know everything will be okay But right now it's just not easy At least I got out of bed today I hear the birds singing Apparently slow and steady always wins the race So one day I might be winning (winning) But I'm just so tired Tired of it all So tired Down I fall