Imagine if you can Photographs lining the walls of a room That wont stay in turn Just keeps on spinning me around Asking how much do i love the sound Of discontent It's written on these cigarettes Every night they crawl up from under my bed And promise me Every thing will be just fine If i swallow that fist full of pills I'm caught up in this room of mine I can't seem to fine one picture i like Oh they all scream the same thing Just replicas of who i thought i was Or who i am going to be Some pre-adult adolescent Learning to sing himself to sleep So he wont think Stand back and look at The marks i made today They're so straight And organized Perfectly carved onto my arms Cut with close percision To pretty to be called reasons They are just excuses And they are just as useless as I am to the voices that shout in my house Maybe i should listen to them After all They're the ones that pulled me out I'm the one night after night Whispering Help I'm caught up in this room tonight I can't seem to find one reason why I'm so stupid and clueless And used to the music That makes up my life Oh if i could find the time To tell someone i'm bleeding from the inside And can't get myself back out You might think i'm making all this up But to tell you the truth I really wish i was I really wish i was Making this up Imagine if you can A voice so lost he doesn't know which way to turn The left and the right get mixed up in the absence Of sunlight Just keeps fucking him up He's got the long range advantage Act happy and never let them See your fists They won't know you'll do it And you've got the pills To prove it I'm caught up in this life of mine I can't seem to find one reason why I should try and stay alive In fear that i might find Someone whos bodies just as warm as mine But this bottle looks bigger And better than ever All thats left to do Is swallow whats inside.