Lately, right now I feel like it's all over 'Cause I've been trapped inside my head for so long I'm sorry, I should've called when I was sober But some days I get scared to be alone I, I'm blacking out And I can't help it I, I scream and shout And I can't help Sleeping with the light on every night I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch It's killing me, I'm burning up inside I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out I'm seeing sounds, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out It's stupid But I'm better off when I stay quiet Cause I push away all the ones that hold me close I'm losing My mind, on yeah, I just can't take it I'm in the corner, yeah I'm bleeding on the ropes I I'm blacking out and I can't help it I I scream and shout And I can't help it Sleeping with the light on every night I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch It's killing me, I'm burning up inside I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out I'm seeing sounds, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out