Night falls. I sweet talk and lie. 
I create a life to hide. 
I drain and find pretty eyes beside the reason I'm alive.
I am nothing holy, only lead filled with holes. 
I am not an example to the other side. 
I now realize why I am alive. 
so I take this knife and ruin everything. 
Running for my life so I can spell relief. 
Everything built up inside is now blood on my hands. 
I am your earthly breath, I am your bleeding dream. 
I am the whole of you. I am not what i seem. 
I know I can't give up so many things. 
Such as you and tonight. 
Tonight I fail. tonight I lie. tonight is not the night I'd want to spend with you.