There is nothing i can ever do to make myself appear like i have it all together. I’ll watch myself crumble. every time i try it gets harder to get it right. Good motives i have kissed goodbye to sell the product not the life. You still see me as a fallen entity, grasping what i can’t attain by myself, It’s all on display. give me a second try that i don’t deserve, Failing is part of my life but it’s what i choose. Do i want to make things right or get caught up in the spiral that tears my life apart? Not on my own i’ll give up every time. I am so frail, progress is hard to find. I can’t remain in this state where i fall away, It’s haunting, it’s blaming, it crushes me. Can i be restored? where i don’t hurt? Where mistakes are forgotten? Given a second try to make things right? I’m breaking down, is this my fate? You have held me up for so long but still i disappoint. Your love never fails; it’s my choice That comes between all you have planned for me. Forgive my failures; they are too much to take on, Too much to swallow. i can’t stand on my own, I will always fall. i can’t do this alone, A never ending cycle that causes me to stumble and give up what i long for. I don’t deserve to make this right, i failed, i lost, this is where we meet.