I lay here in my own bed With her on my mind There's nothing else for me to do On the summer I was left behind I take my chances on my own No, I don't xxxxxxx mind What else is there to do When I'm the one who's left behind? In a place we used to go I sit and think of her And where am I supposed to be When I should be with you? In a blood red misery I'd lay my head on your chest Holding tight I'm loosing grip And living without you A year has passed in short time And now it's about time I admit you were always on my mind And I finally submit I blew my chance and destroyed Any hope I ever had And now I'm without you