much too tired of having the same old restless nights, hopes and dreams all in vain. i know for a fact that its too little to late, but im too scared to just let go ive known nothin else in my entire life, it's safe to say that i miss everything. but dwelling on this comforts me in a stupid fucked up way, and im too scared to just let go. harsh realization that im not holding on to anything holding on to myself holding on to the person i used to be.