Will To Live

Nightmares become a reality 
I've suffered and died 
Losing my own will to live 
Stripped of all my pride 
Didn't want to ever know 
The many things 
I could have learned no other way 
Wishing to go back 
To days gone by 
A new hope inside me 
A light at the end of pain 
Wanting to go back more than anything 
But with my 
Heart unchanged 
Waking each day to realize 
That it is still true 
My focus now 
Faithful to the end 
To one day be renewed