when did this all start anyway? we have all the time in the world to kil so lets converse over my imperfections you did it all the time even when I was standing next to you whey should now be any different? you already shattered my self image with your self righteous fist of disapprval I guess when I wasnt there I wasnt there period was I no trust is not an option with me anymore my secrets are my secrets ive beenpushed into this state of discomfort once before I cannot act like it doesnt bother me my eyes strain clearly enough for you to understand something you lack of compassion will never allow you to see